I want to feel so calm that I sleep like a brick and stop having fucking stress nightmares. Or charlie horses, or stiff backs. Or over-stressed, pulled muscles. Or crying in short bursts throughout the day. I want to listen to music and draw or rp or write for Anomalous without worrying about people behind me. I want to come home to a fresh house after work so I don't spend until nearly bedtime cleaning it. I want peace. I want to laugh and mean it.